we do we romanticize addiction
lie to ourselves
and say the negative side affects are fiction when they're not
innocence lost, paradise tossed aside
and substituted by some sort of synthesized existence
i am not alright like this
i've missed the bus and i'm stuck here
standing knee deep in stagnant swamp water and i'm sinking
talking with the empty space i try to contemplate the way i feel
but i'm trapped in the now
never knowing when, or how, or if i'll ever understand eternity
so i stay standing in the current
lost in these thoughts of purposeless thirst
yearning for some sort of solidarity of worth
searching for an escape from the spiral of silence
and this stream of consciousness
that none of us can ever break free from
once we begin this walk towards termination
walk towards a tomb
talking with doom
and he gives me a one way ticket
from a womb to a broken bridge
and i admit
that you've caught me in a not so positive state of mind
but i had to get this out so i can finally feel fine, quenched
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